Yep a twin sister and a twin brother, we're triplets
She's studying in Jinzhou.
Work as in you are employed and are earning a living or working on your projects? What's auditing?
Since you're busy and stressed I'm sending you some good vibrations and a telepathic hug!

Also I find that Bernart de Ventadorn ( 12. century trobadour )is perfect when I need to focus myself in crazy times, here is the link and poem
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When I see the lark beating
Its wings in joy against the rays of the sun
That it forgets itself and lets itself fall
Because of the sweetness that comes to its heart,
Alas! Such great envy then overwhelms me
Of all those whom I see rejoicing,
I wonder that my heart, at that moment,
Does not melt from desire.

Alas! How much I thought I knew
About love, and how little I know,
Because I cannot keep myself from loving
The one from whom I will gain nothing.
She has all my heart, and my soul,
And herself and the whole world;
And when she left, nothing remained
But desire and a longing heart.

I have never had power over myself
Nor been by own man from the very hour
When she let me see into her eyes,
Into a mirror that pleases me so much.
Mirror, since I saw myself in you,
I have been slain by deep sighs,
That I have lost myself just as the handsome
Narcissus did in the fountain.